God how can you still love me?
I’m not worthy
I don’t understand why you would want someone like me
Why do you still care for me?
I make so many mistakes
It seems like no matter how hard I try, I fall
Why do you still believe in me?
It seems like I can never do the right thing
I always end up breaking your heart
Why do you offer me a new start?
I don’t deserve it
Although I so desperately need it
Why do you still want me?
I often feel like giving up
And I don’t know what else to do
Since you love me so much,
I must mean a lot to you
My heart has ached for what is real
And you have shown me that is you
I will give you all of me
Surrender it all, because I finally see
How much I need you, in all that I do
I will live for you
All along I knew, but now it’s coming clear
I know why you love me
I am yours, and you are mine
And with you, everything will be just fine.
October 2006